Life’s turning out just like an episode of one tree hill.
I am Peyton Sawyer but in this situation I wanna be Brooke. I want her to have the happiness. But I don’t want her to bey Peyton either. Its ok. I don’t regret the fact that I said ‘No’. I can’t bring myself to say the ‘Yes’ anymore. Life’s changed for me. 2 months and counting now. I still can’t move on. Why the hell can’t I?
I’m sick… decaying without dying.
ARGH!
People say it’s hard to live a single life but it seems to turn out well for me. Atleast I hope it would. I believe that’s because no one actually knows I’m single. But I guess the secrets out now.
But the sad part is when u get damn lonely at night and stay up everynight thinking about how it was when it began, the happy joyous moments it makes u regret ur life by the second and u start up on bad habits u left sometime ago. Sometimes you don’t actually care if they would kill you, you just do it out of desperation.
And the worst part is when u crave for that single person, you just can’t hold off that feeling u tried to lock up and find the hidden piece of plastic and connect it to the device and press those 7 numbers and wait for the beeps to end.
But the question is, what are you gonna say? I seriously don’t know.
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