Deranged Girl

Journal of a Girl Driven Insane

Regrets March 11, 2008

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It’s one mistake you make that shape’s your future.
It’s one mistake you make that makes you loose everything you had.
It’s one mistake you make that keeps you in tears for the rest of your  life.
It’s just one mistake I made which I regret but can’t take it back…

Cuz I hurt him much more than I imagined.. It’s unforgivable…

I lost everything I ever had in my life.. I lost my reason to wake up everyday, to smile and look forward to…

And god knows how much I regret it every single day since it happened… How I have learned from that mistake and going on every single day without repeating the mistake…

But I’m lost.. I would never be forgiven.. And that’s the only thing I want.. Which I doubt he would ever give me…

ARRRGHH!

God knows.. god knows how much I love him…and what I would give to win back his love and trust…

I’m going crazy here…argh..