It’s one mistake you make that shape’s your future.
It’s one mistake you make that makes you loose everything you had.
It’s one mistake you make that keeps you in tears for the rest of your life.
It’s just one mistake I made which I regret but can’t take it back…
Cuz I hurt him much more than I imagined.. It’s unforgivable…
I lost everything I ever had in my life.. I lost my reason to wake up everyday, to smile and look forward to…
And god knows how much I regret it every single day since it happened… How I have learned from that mistake and going on every single day without repeating the mistake…
But I’m lost.. I would never be forgiven.. And that’s the only thing I want.. Which I doubt he would ever give me…
ARRRGHH!
God knows.. god knows how much I love him…and what I would give to win back his love and trust…
I’m going crazy here…argh..
you are not alone.
I just want you to know that I know EXACTLY how you feel in all of this. I have been through something similar, and it sucks. But it does eventually get better!
look girl, you gotta tell him you’re sorry and ask him for a second chance. if he loves you as much as you love him, then he’ll give you that chance to prove to him how sorry you are, and then you’ll both have learned and matured from the experience. if he doesnt wanna give you that second chance then do you really think he’s worth all the love you’re prepared to give him? i mean, he is not willing to forgive you for one mistake when you come begging on your knees. is that the kind of person you wanna spend your whole life with? I doubt it. Now stop going on about your mistakes. Mistakes are how we learn. They are the lessons of life. Suffering is the only way we can appreciate happiness. Didnt the Bhuddha say that? Or was it Marcel Proust? Anyways feeling bad about yourself aint gonna get you very far in life. You made a boo-boo, you try to correct it. If thats not possible then you learn from it, and not repeat it. Thats the attitude you gotta carry towards mistakes. Letting yourself get burdened by guilt and ‘oh-if-only-i-hadn’ts’ will pull you into a deep pit of misery and before you know it you’re that sad little old woman who dies alone, whom you never wanted to be. So if this is a broken relationship thingie, then just put on your best, and go tell your guy how you really feel about him. If he breaks your heart, just sing ‘I’ll Surive’ and sayshay out of there with your pride. Dont wallow in bullshit, just get out there in the field. You’ll find someone who’s compatible and worthier. Plenty of fish in the pond. Go girl, the world is waiting for ya!
thikahala hurihaa kamehves vaane
and you will hate yourself more than you hate anyone else
but after all that hating and regretting, trust me girl, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel
goodluck
I think everybody has some kind of regrets over their lifetime. As human beings, we are not perfect and make mistakes.. If u can try to correct urself and discuss the problem, u’ll feel better…
Its true. People make mistakes and outta be forgiven. However if you betrayed him… ur gettin just what you deserve. Here is what you should do. Go to him. Say sorry. Understand you don’t deserve him. And just let it go and move on with your life. And then start another relationship in which you will not repeat your same mistakes.